My Motha' Fuckin' Journal Bitch!

Wow... I met a girl dude

2007-02-12T05:04:59Z

Her name is lauren

she loves baseball

and the number 17

Holy Cow

2006-07-21T00:39:46Z

I saw kevin this weekend....

We got kicked out of a party so we called the cops on some little gurls and thurr parents HAHAAHAH
Fuckin sluts

We got way drunk i fuckin love him

Cut Throat

I'm down to die

eraseallhope @ 2006-05-21T03:40:00

2006-05-21T10:43:29Z

I'm an Animal
Yes i am an Animal

Fuck...

I remember like end of 8th grade... me gilbert and isaac found an ice chest in front of someones house on there drive way full of warm corona...
We drank them.. and in 8th grade i never drank... I thought corona tasted like shit...
But little did i know, if you add a lime.. Its like a whole new drink... Being older is cool... But fuck being old cuz thats not cool

eraseallhope @ 2006-03-28T11:07:00

2006-03-28T19:08:24Z

I got fired from my job the other day without notice...
haha that kinda sucks...

I met some random ass kids during a mexican protest and they got me drunk...
Hot gurls... Funny ass guys.. and alcohol is always a good mixture

Just flow from the dome

2006-03-08T08:09:24Z

Let me just kick these words out from my fingers
Like triggers on 9 millimeters
Silenced and the smoke lingers
Breathless, Lettin ya'll know -
I'm not the nigga to mess with
Bring your best, and he'll get his head split

Get your dome straight
I'm straight adjacent
In an ally way givin out base hits
Crack fiends cant get enough of me
They love to suck dick
Who cares if they got aids it dont make a difference
If your smokin crack its all the same isnt it?

My dream last night

2005-12-16T20:50:50Z

So last night i had this crazy ass dream

I was like drunk as fuck with my friends and shit, and it was really late at night and i had to go home....
But for some reason i was walking home all drunk and fucked up...
And i was walking across this field of homes being built and thurr was this one i thought it was a model home and shit, Thinking no one lived in it..
The doors were open and some lights were on so i was like fuck it i'ma cut threw here for a short cut....

I walk a couple feet into the house and i see a bong with weed sitting on the table and i'm like oh fuck someone lives here so i turn around all drunk and stumbling and i start to walk out and like Three gurls come out of no where and are all like Blah Blah Blah my parents are away for the weekend...

And i'm like pshhh what the fuck and i was laughing in my dream..

Then i was like can i smoke your weed HAHA, and they let me becuase girls in my dreams are bad ass like that..

We'll the phone rings and this gurl is all like "That was my dad there gunna be here soon Oh No" Blah Blah

And i'm all still drunk in my dream so i'm like fuck i gotta get outta here...

And all the sudden her parents walk in the door and i'm like fuck
And they start freaking out and thurr dad was all like WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU BLAH BLAH

And i was like shut the fuck up man i was just trying to get home

And he was all like tryin to get crazy with me
So I ripped my shirt off like Hulk Hogan
And i was like lets go old man
And drunk falling all over the place, I couldnt even stand up
And the dad like kicks me in the face
So i get all pissed off cuz i cant stand up i'm too drunk and shit
So i'm like Fuck you Nigger I'm coming back to fight your ass
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAAHA i dunno i just thought that was a crazy ass dream!

eraseallhope @ 2005-11-24T14:31:00

2005-11-24T22:29:28Z

you mother fuckers
I'll be in bullhead this weekend

Suck My Fuckin Dick!

eraseallhope @ 2005-11-03T11:28:00

2005-11-03T19:27:55Z

I FUCKING HATE MY LIFE!!!!!

I JUST SPENT SOOO LONG JUST TALKING ABOUT LAME ASS SHIT

AND LIVE JOURNAL FUCKS IT ALL UP!!!!

I FUCKING GIVE UP!!!!

FUCK ALL OF YOU I'LL SEE YOUR FUCKIN STUPID ASS BUTT FUCKING FACES IN HELL YOU MOTHER FUCKERS

The weekend

2005-10-24T22:46:11Z

So Brad, Betard, and Daniel all came down this weekend... But before i get to that i have to tell you this fuckin crazy story!!!

I was in my room with marissa and kevin was on the computer... My dad was asleep and we here bangin at the door... I look out my window and i look right into the BARREL OF A GUN!!!!

It was the police outside.. They were raiding our house cuz my dad was growing weed... Which is perfectly legal cuz he has a percription.. BUT they do it anyways i guess and my dad goes to jail and we end up having to bail him out and go threw all KINDS of drama....

Well Brad and Daniel and Betard show up saturday and we just get drunk as fuck and have a bad ass time chillin at my house drinkin and shit...
We wake up EARLY the next mornin and drink then go to Venice Beach all drunk and me martin and betard end up getting soaked from the ocean...

We come and start up some of the RISK on boardgame as we start to drink
THAT GAME IS BAD ASS.... we went forever trying to take over the world... Kevin ended up winning the game.. but we were all drunk...

And at like 3 in the morning after drinking more we went to the skate park and did random shit till like 4 or 5 IT WAS OFF THE HOOK!@!!!!

Kevins Back

2005-10-19T21:40:30Z

So i went and saw kevin graduate from the Marines last friday... Hahaha it was so bad ass to seem what he has become will all that hard work... I'm really proud of him...

So he is at my house and we get drunk and hang out almost everynight like old times hahaha.. I really hope we get to see old friends :-(

I'm an Asshole

2005-10-11T21:04:15Z

Her: i want to be fucking happy and one day have a husband and kids .. not let some bullhead fucking boy give me fucking aids

Me: hahaha well dont have sex with him... thats a good way not to get aids if you think someone has aids

Me: And make him be your bf before you do anything like that

Her: your such an asshole now i dont even know what to say to you anymore

Me: I'm an asshole cuz i told you not to have sex if you think someone has aids?

And i'm a fuckin asshole

Me bitching

2005-10-08T02:55:08Z

So i'm sitting here in my house alone...

and i'm like.. Dude i need someone or something thats worth while to bitch and cry to and and just say worthless shit no one really wants to hear...

And then i was like oh yeah i have a livejournal... so i just came here and now i'm just gunna bitch...

Like i was listening to OLD Taking bacn sunday....

And like fuck dude so much has changed, fuck this... I was just talkin to richard today and that niggas homeless... I mean he has a job and shit and its gunna be hard but he'll be fine i hope....

Dude i'm gunna fuckin be homeless...

I was thinking about dying... I mean its not even that bad, you just dont get to hang out or do anything ever again... But if your tired of it all why fuckin not dude... I've lived... I've done my thing i dont give a fuck anymore....

I"M DOWN TO DIE

ahahahahahaha... fuck i love live journal, i always say i'ma write in it and i fuckin forget... Myspace consumes me.. i'm like in Love with Navy battles on the games of that site.. Its addicting as fuck...

Kevin comes home soon.. I cant wait to see that guy... He is my idol...

I miss jeff... I would overdose with him if he was here right now and i know he would be down for it too... I fuckin love my friends...

Mother Fucker, SHE"S A MANIAC!!!!!

2005-09-17T18:35:31Z

Dude i havent written in here forever...

I find myself saying the word SICK alot and BRO..
Hahahah... FUck bro's i'll steal thurr lingo

I should fuckin make that a rap... I'm just writting what ever i think right now... Like seriously i'm just thinking in my head and typing this down... Yeah i'm crazy.. I fuckin fuck in shit... hahahahahaha fuck that sounded bad... I dont care i 'm not even gunna use the d= backspace button anymore thats whty there us a bunch of typos right now hahahaha

fuck you

DUDE NO WAY!

2005-06-27T03:14:41Z

I GET TO MEET YING YANG TWINS IN 3 Fuckingh DAYS YOU FUCKIN FUCKS@!!!!!!

The worst story ever fucking told....

2005-06-18T23:00:57Z

I just want to make sure she can see this for herself... And know what she has done.. even though i'd forgive her for anything... I forgave her for this...

But this just shows... I know no love without lies.... </3 and my heart is ACTUALLY broken for a second time in a life time... I dont know how much i can really handle...

And with this said :

Hoes these days mayne, I'm tellin y'all
They scandalous baby, scandalous baby
That's why

I, cain't, stand you scandalous hoes

Females I don't trust 'em, Lord knows I don't love 'em
I fuck 'em, I don't cuff 'em, I swear they nothin but trouble
And for that reason there, I keep my shit in my pants
Because (I, cain't, stand you scandalous hoes)

Geah! I watch my back when I'm walkin, I watch my mouth when I'm talkin
My glock cocked when I'm crawlin cause you never know
Who hate the fact you got plenty of paper stacked so they envy
the way you move in that Bentley now you got more than one enemy
Tryin to take you out nope, that's why you ride wit'cha scope
Or aim the infrared beamer straight to they throat
So if you ever in fear of your life, you put steel HERE in they life
Cause you ain't goin down, especially not tonight
I never ever trusted hoes because they got a plan
They don't want me for me they want me because I got some Grants
It's sad when you down nobody lends a helpin hand
But when you blow up and don't help them you {?} man
My grandma told me watch these hoes because they got a plan
to get your paper that's why I keep my shit in my pants
You're on your own 'til your gone that's what I was told
So I'ma help who helped me 'til my casket closed

SYEAH! Mike Jones, WHO?! Mike Jones
That's why

What's my business is my business, don't worry 'bout how I'm livin
I'm gettin it how I'm gettin it, you should do the same
These haters hate, they mad cause I'm gettin cake
That's why (I, cain't, stand you scandalous hoes)

Now that you stackin up dollars, these hoes now wanna holla
They wanna be on your team, they wanna know all about'cha
They wanna ride on your ride, they wanna be by your side
until the day that you die, that's what they tellin you right?
They sayin they wanna commit, because your paper legit
The minute you go bankrupt the second they gon' split
Now yo' ass ain't got shit
Listenin to that bitch got you flat broke quick
If you was straight from the streets you'll know that that bitch
was from the jump a hoe, playin you for your dough
But I guess you thought I was hatin when I was keepin it real
I'll bet you gon' listen now cause she got you for your scrill
So let this lesson be told to those who got caught
You tried to pay for some pussy that already been bought
You told the hoe where you lived, cause you thought that the bitch was real
Same time she was one of them niggaz inside your crib
I cain't let it happen to me, so I watch 'em from 50 feet
I'd rather have money comin than be with these scandalous freaks
I cain't let it happen to me, so I watch 'em from 50 feet
I'd rather have money comin than be with these scandalous freaks

[Outro: Mike Jones + (Lil' Bran)]
SYEAH! Mike Jones
Females I don't trust 'em
Lord knows I don't love 'em
That's why (I, cain't, stand you scandalous hoes)
The same ones that'll suck you up, 'll fuck you up I swear
Y'all beter get y'all game on mayne
Hoes are scandalous mayne (I, cain't, stand you scandalous hoes)
SYEAH! Mike Jones (scandalous hoes)
(These scandalous hoes, these scandalous hoes)
That's why (I, cain't, stand you scandalous hoes)

eraseallhope @ 2005-05-12T11:07:00

2005-05-12T18:07:04Z

Do you guys know whos birthday is today?

Tony Hawks

Bitch nigga

2005-05-11T00:52:51Z

So as you may or may not know its may hahahaahahahaahahahhaha fuck you fuckin faggots... BUt one thing you should know is that Dead To Fall is fuckin bad ass

eraseallhope @ 2005-05-02T18:12:00

2005-05-03T01:11:53Z

Whos's reading this?

I dont write in this thing very much but i figured i would....

I'm your Beef<3

eraseallhope @ 2005-03-28T16:35:00

2005-03-29T00:36:05Z

I miss Ashley<3 :-(

I miss everything...

2005-02-09T05:30:12Z

I miss jeff... and josh... and all my old friends.. Life seems to be wasted at the moment.. I dont think i have anything to live for.. I mean i have my band... and i have ashley but what the fuck nothing good ever seems to last for me i dont even know what i'm talking about.. DOES ANYONE EVEN READ MY JOURNAL STILL??? if you do comment and say something fucked up haha

eraseallhope @ 2004-12-21T16:38:00

2004-12-21T23:38:33Z

I LOVE ASHLEY

eraseallhope @ 2004-12-18T03:51:00

2004-12-18T10:53:03Z

Yoy know what i have to say... I JUST DONT GIVE A FUCK... so fuck it i dont even care anymore... I fucking love LJ i dont know why i stoped writting in it, I love how i can just say whatever the fuck i want... and you probably all hate it but you all are skum!

eraseallhope @ 2004-11-20T16:43:00

2004-11-20T23:43:43Z

California sucks dick.... Doesnt anyone know how to drink beer?

MOVING

2004-10-27T17:19:27Z

Moving To LA.... Nice Knowing All Of You! <3

eraseallhope @ 2004-10-12T12:35:00

2004-10-12T19:36:00Z

Fuck You Slut....Die

I fucking hate you so much, I wish i could make you explode.